Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

so it's only a week more. okay im not counting down. but it's just. obvious. and. very prominent in my head. agh.. it's not that im scared. or worried. actually i have no idea what im feeling, really. i think it's just. resistance to change. bleh..
there's never a right time to say goodbye
okay nvm. anyway. it's not supposed to be so draining is it? i dont know. sometimes people make bad decisions in life. give them a break? cut them some slack? dont think so. society's harsh. unforgiving. once hurt twice shy.. just a silly game. so tired.. why's it so weird? like a rollercoaster ride.

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours

okay cannot be emo. let's thank God for the many blessings He's given me!

1) thank You Lord for the people you put in my life. all of them! (: for the love & care they've showered on me and just for the fact that they've impacted my life in their own ways.

2) thank You for my family. 'nuff said(:

3) thank You for the actually giving me the opportunity to go over

4) thank You for the good times past, and the more to come as You've promised!

5) thank You for just being there for me, for being so faithful and for loving me despite everything.

God's promises never fail. (:

later