Thursday, September 07, 2006
how'm i supposed to leave you now
when you're lookin' like that
i can't believe what i just gave away
now i can't take it back
i dont wanna get lost
i dont wanna live my life without you
how'm i supposed to leave you now
when you're lookin' like that
that song just came on suddenly when my player was on random
ahh now whenever i hear that song im gonna think about teacher's day `06.
apparently teacher's day hasnt changed since the class of 2001 graduated. haha that's one thing that can always be counted on- MG traditions will always be the same no matter how old the school gets or how much time passes. like what mrs sim & mrs yap said too(:
once an MGSgirl always an MGS girl.
perhaps im feeling so nostalgic because it's the september hols ALREADY and when we get back to school it'll be the FOURTH and LAST term of my year in MGS.. also could be the fact that i got hit with the fact that im leaving after the year ends. i hate those random hits- i dont think the fact that im leaving has quite sunk in yet.. actually i think im still not really thinking about it even though it's such an integral part of my life. okay anyway
the only constant thing in life is change
how true is that statement?
actually before last sunday i thought that was such a.. err for lack of a better word, good phrase. but then after we had our worship cg thing i realised that yeah, alot of the culture in today has really cut God out. like say, the arts. what God created originally meant for us to utilise to give Him praise & worship, we have turned it around and used it adversely, glorifying materialism and making it crude- well some. while this is true, im not saying that arts used for secular means is wrong, it's not- we can enjoy those sure! but i dunno for me personally i feel that if God has given me a gift my main purpose should be to use it to worship Him, or facilitate in drawing His people to worship Him.
i guess why im thinking about all this now is cos from sunday to tuesday i went for this worship symposium thing.. there's really nothing i'd wanna do except follow His plan for my life. even if it takes me to the office outside the music industry.. i'd be willing to do that. cos it's only through following Him that i'd have a fulfilling and purposeful life. haha and anyway, im not even sure that im that good so is my dream even feasible right. ah well.
seems too easy to call You Saviour
not close enough to call You God
so as i sit and think of words i can mention
to show my devotion
i want to fall in love with You
i want to fall in love with You
later(:
DeBoRaH @ 12:40 PM