Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Your mercy found me
upon a broken road
lifted me beyond my failings
into Your glory
my sin and shame dissolved
and now forever Yours i'll stand

in love never to end
to call You more than Lord
glorious Friend

so i throw my life upon all that You are
cos i know You gave it all for me
when all else fades my soul will dance with You
where the love lasts forever


it's supposed to be the june hols now. just like im supposed to be doing my amath & lit hw now. oh well actually i dont mind going to school. haha ah well. things change.
'the only constant thing in life is change.'
i really dont wanna grow up.. man everything's just so fast! too fast! while some say it's only may, i say it's already may?! ahh. it's all so unclear. i dont wanna go out of school. i mean out of this school. MG is really a great school. i mean, the teachers.. well most teachers. the people. it's really like we're a big family. and talents abound, with really condusive environments to cultivate them. i just thank God for putting me getting me into mg. but anyway.. even while the future and all it brings still seems blurred and vague, and me still not confident of what path im supposed to be choosing and taking.. i will take heart. for:

i dont know about tomorrow
i just live from day to day
i dont borrow from its' sunshine
for its' skies may turn to grey

i dont worry over the future
for i know what Jesus said
and today He walks beside me
and He knows what is ahead

many things about tomorrow
i dont seem to understand
but i know who holds tomorrow
and i know who holds my hand

im serious that's a song. amazing right! haha i was freaking out yesterday night and then mummy started singing that hymn. (:
what assurance & peace He can bring to you
so all of you guys.. who are thinking about what to put down on your DSAs and what JCs you wanna go to and stuff.. trust in Him okay? and really just commit everything to Him cos

Jeremiah 29:11-12
"For I know the plans I have for you." declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future." Then you will call upon Me and come and pray to Me, and I will listen to you.

so don't worry it will all work out, and really, worrying does nothing. cos He has promised

Matthew 6:33-34
But seek first His Kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

yayy (:

haha okay ANYWAY.

in other news..

I A M B R O K E ! !

argh. and the new month hasnt even started okayyy. gosh. how'm i gonna survive june. or july. aiyah. haha money issues arleady. tsk.

and did i mention that my guinea pig hates me?
seriously!
each time i go near his cage he runs to the far corner or like into his house to hide.
and
when i try to pick him up he bites me!
im the only one he bites okay. like what's up with that. sheesh. even my brother doesnt have trouble picking him up.
and everytime i pet him he starts squeaking like mad so my sis thinks im abusing him or sth and yanks him away which makes him like me less.
so annoying.
nvm
stupid guinea pig.
haha
okay i shall go watch my chinese show now!
haha byebye.
oh yah, O level chinese was so rubbish. i think i screwed up compo. i hope i did okay for everything else. (:
okay byebye!