Wednesday, March 08, 2006

it's just a ride it's just a ride
no need to run no need to hide
it'll take you round and round
sometimes you're up sometimes you're down

it's 3 more days till the start of the hols! and less days to the coming of the Os. pah am i negative? i had three tests today. all of which i am probably going to fail. okay yes i guess that answers the am i negative question. progress reports are coming out tomorrowww.. i want to play in the musical. i do- right? i mean yeah i do. but now the stupid person sitting in front of me isnt playing anymore! pooey. it's all the stupid education system's fault. but then there're so much other stuff. and it's not like im doing fantastically in school- it's so scary how people are like studying already! after school in the canteen you can see like small groups of people with all their textbooks and highlighters and stuff. =/ and im.. playing guitar. or.. watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S. which is the best show ever and im going to continue on my goal to collect all 10 seasons! but anyway. i dont know lah.

I've tried searching for answers
In treasures untold
Tried to find a reason
But I've been left out cold
For too long, for too long

I'm searching for something
I can't quite define
A human equivalent
Of heaven's Divine
I know I won't find it
My search is in vain
But I can't let go
No, I can't let go

I thought I'd found it
Found what I need
But nothing can ever
Satisfy me
But I'm longing, I'm longing

Cos I need some help to make it right
I can't hold on too long
The more I try, the more I slip away
Won't someone save me from myself?

I'm stuck in this endless
Journey to find
A reason for living
A face in my mind
I've been searching so hard
For far too longI wanna let go
But I just can't let go
No, I can't let go..

later.