Sunday, February 05, 2006

so you're standing on a ledge
it looks like you might fall
so far down
or maybe your were thinking about jumping
and you could have it all
if you learned a little patience
for though i cannot fly
i'm not content to crawl
so give me a little credit
have in me a little faith
i wanna be with you forever
if tomorrow's not too late

but it's always too late when you got nothing
so you say
and you should never let the sun set on tomorrow
before the sun rises today

if i am
another waste of everything you dreamed of
i will let you down
if i am
only here to watch you as you suffer
i will let you down

so you're walking on the edge
and you wait your turn to fall
but you're so far gone
that you don't see the hands upheld to catch you
and you could find the fault
in the heart that you've been handed
for though you cannot fly
you're not content to crawl

and it's always too late wen you got nothing
so you say
but your should never let the sun set on tomorrow
before the sun rises

if i am
another waste of everything you hoped for
i will let you down
if i am
only here to watch you as you suffer
i will let you down

the answers we find
are never what we had in mind
so we make it up
as we go along
you don't talk of dreams
and i won't mention tomorrow
and we won't make those promises
that we can't keep

how temporal everything is? how superficial? really, nothing is lasting. so why put in effort anyway right? no but you can't do that either. do we even need to figure things out? does it matter? why cant we just live and not care? like screw everything. it's my own perrogative.
aiya sorry.
im damn pissed. why am i so grumpy lately? like some old woman.. haha eeyer. 7th day of the lunar new year just passed. everyone's birthday. happy birthday to all! eesh.
i wanna sleep. escape into my dream worlddd. but no i cannot cos we have to do a stupid zhouji due two days ago on my pet peeve about Singaporeans. now that's gonna be easy.
my dream is out of reach. out of sight. is that the correct order? or is it supposed to be out of sigh out of reach? what's the right phrase in the first place. oh right, out of sigh out of mind.. no reaching involved. so sad. i really cannot see myself doing paperwork for the rest of my life. but everything around me is yelling that it's an impossible task, only a dream, an unreal situation. that i should stop being so uhh ditzy. get back to earth and fix my eyes on something more realiable. reliable. that's so.. normal. so attainable. what if i want to go further? aim for the moon, and you'll land among the stars. do i have the drive? do i have what it takes? do i even have the skills? let's just see where it all takes me first. so far away.
okay back to zhouji.

later!

if i am