Tuesday, January 31, 2006

happy CNY everyone! (:

1month's gone by; now the next 10months or so will just flyyy by!
woosh.

anyway.
hmm i was just reading through old letters\notes\stuff that i'd written or received.
i think i havent really changed. haha actually okay no i have not changed. much. like i still feel a certain way about some stuff and yeah personality and all.
okay actually my point in writing this here is actually to thank a few people for like constantly being there for me- even through all my rubbish rantings and silly stories (ooh alliteration?). heh (:

#1: the one who constantly bugs me for replies. haha okay actually my fault. but yes anyway. i was just reading through and i realise i sounded quite.. hmm. well not someone that i'd like to have sounded like. haha but still thank you for being so nice and patient through all my words of anguish. haha so emo. but yeah.. thanks (:

#2: the one who is in constantly in need of chocs. =p thank you for putting up with all my nonsense throughout last year- i realised what a major toot i was last year and im sorry! im glad it's all over and we've made it past all that and it's a new year! not a very nice one, but still it's new. haha and all your sweets in the first month should've made you very happy. haha so yeah, thank you. (:

uh huh. yeap well this CNY was not different. every year it's all the same- tradition! which in this case is not a bad thing cos well, i dont know i guess it's nice. haha seeing certain people only once a year. hmm, but this year my dad kept bringing up Melbourne U and Trinity to people and all.. it's making everything seem that much more real. yeah but i think it's pretty much decided that i'll be going there. even though at first i wasnt really decided because of.. well i didnt really get the seal of aproval from up above for myself (and actually i still havent). but too many things point to it. and i guess what was holding me back the most was because of my feelings of inadequacy, fear of change and all that.. but then again, it's better this way. i mean independence! time to cut the apron strings. haha. yeah, just.. time to get out of here.
how closed.

well if you wanna be the teacher's pet
baby you just better forget it
rock got no reason
rock got no rhyme
you'd better get me to school on time

old friends, new times, old memories, new experiences.

i miss you.

the remedy.

LATER.