Friday, January 06, 2006

consequences.
the price i have to pay.

by right i should be using this time i have now to do my homework that is due. but well i dont feel like it. pfft my resolution doesnt seem to working very well. ah i'll do it later.

well. school's been going on for 4days now. so many things are gonna be going on this year.. it's pretty amazing that we're already 16. sec4.
excitement yes becuase of the fact that we're growing up (think NC-16 movies haha), because a new year brings new beginnings- a clean slate letting us start all over again.. but dread and anxiety because of the bigbadOs and people putting pressure on us already. i mean come on. it's only been FOUR days of school.
get off my back and leave me alone.
also because it'll be a time of testing; in more ways than one.

okay i think i should be going back to my hw now.
it feels like school again all right.

hawaiin roller coaster ride

It's a new day, but it all feels old
It's a good life, that's what I'm told
But everything, it all just feels the same

And my high school, it felt more to me
Like a jail cell, a penitentiary
My time spent there, it only made me see

That I don't ever wanna be like you
I don't wanna do the things you do
I'm never gonna hear the words you say
'cause I don't ever wanna, I don't ever wanna be

You...don't wanna be just like you
What I'm sayin' is this is the anthem throw all your hands up,
you, don't wanna be you

"go to college, a university, get a real job,"
That's what they said to me
But I could never live the way they want

I'm gonna get by and just do my time,
Out of step while they all get in line
I'm just a minor threat so pay no mind

Do you really wanna be like them,
Do you really wanna be another trend?
Do you wanna be part of their crowd?
'cause I don't ever wanna, no I don't ever wanna be

You...don't wanna be just like you
What I'm sayin' is this is the anthem throw all your hands up,
you, don't wanna be you

later.