Friday, December 02, 2005

okay so im flying off tmr!
yes excited. but freaked out! ahhh..
WHO'S HAND AM I GONNA SQUEEZE WHEN THE PLANE TAKES OFF\LANDS ON THE WAY BACK.
ahh ahhh..
well i think im all packed.
haha i hope i remembered to bring everything i need..
(no do not make any comment. yes you.)
i dont know why im having this mesh of feelings.
fear being the primary one.
i mean, c'mon, new experiences arent that uncommon to me
but I DONT LIKE EM.
i'd very much prefer falling back on the old support
the security
ohhh..
well at least my phone'll be with me.
i hope things will go smoothly..
in the area of socialising.
i can't believe im so worried.
okay i should stop it.
but easier said than done
oh bother.
well anyway

I WILL MISS ALL OF YOU SO MUCH

love you guys (:

**im still contactable by text messaging and emailing okay!

alrighty, i have to go sleep now.. see all of you soon (:

Lord help me..

>>byeee`