Monday, June 20, 2005

it's Father's Day today! (:
in just 1hour it will just be 1 week till school starts again. ACK.
i can't believe how fast the holidays have flown by.. i seriously havent done anything much. productivity: zilch. =first 2 weeks or so of hols were spent in UK.
when i came back until today was spent in delightfully lazy slacking.
i need to buckle down n start work alr! right after tomorrow.. haha =p okok so i'm not taking things as seriously as i should be.. so sue me? i mean a holiday like this comes only.. twice a year. ;) "sec3 is not your honeymoon year okay?!" according to the many teachers that teach us. we get it. i hope they don't tell us that anymore after the 26th of june. -a balance between work and play must be struck for learning to take place effectively- too bad we don't see that happening in s'pore schools. anyway, even though i haven't done much accademically, i'm pretty satisfied with whatever little things accomplished in these hols.. (:
well chalet was really fun actually.. even though i imagined it to be quite.. weird or smth. oh well. we went swimming! first time in.. months i can safely say. haha so dumb i've got a pool right downstairs somemore. x) haha. dinner was at a cool restaurant by the sea.. haha n then later we turned into changi village the carpark near there.. to see trans.. hmm. i must say it was quite an eye-opener. haha =slept late n woke up late.. oh, hitch is a nice show. i really like it! heh okay nvm. mm s'pore weather is sooo hot.. it's unbearable!! =X we couldn't cycle in the end for fear of collapsing due to being fried in the scorching sun. so swimming again! =) then bowling.. i suck(: haha no kidding. it was horrendous n embarrassing. haha so escaping from that episode, we played pool! woo! that is like the best game everrr ;) rachel n me against angie n her dad. we almost won them// =p
we went to angie's house after that.. played TABOO! oh man that is seriously the best house game! except i kept relating all the words to UK.. n friends from there.. oh well. haha have to play it. it rocks! heh (: but then.. the 'phua chu kang musical'. ACK. please please please heed my advice and DONT go watch it.. spare yourself the agony. it was terrible. and full of propaganda and brain-washing techniques! bleagh. and don't get me started on the songs. but nvm it's for charity. at the end when pck was "crying" i cldnt take it anymore. gosh i hid underneath my jacket n replied smses. hahah. my US friend had fallen asleep -.- so embarrassing.. they come n we let them experience our "quality performance".. groan..
york hotel was our final stop for the day. spaghetti bolognese n a salad at 2330hrs. haha i need to exercise. but it was good fun. so sad.. when we all left at 0100hrs.. parting is such sweet sorrow.. won't be seeing them for another 6months.. oh well..
nothing i can do about it
nothing i can say..
went to acjc's dance "restless 2: i hope you dance" yesterday night.. pretty good! (: haha or maybe it's just cos i always enjoy dance performances.. ah well
i fear the future.. (i know this is completely random but oh heck) saw andrea today at church.. she just came back from london.[!!!] she was so tanned- cool. but anyway. i mean when i go in just 1.5years.. what's gonna happen? will i be able to fit in in australia? i know that alot of asians are migrating to melbourne.. but won't that kind of turn aussies even more against asians? and.. will i find good friends there? i mean.. i won't have my mom(who is like my go-to-person alot of the time whenever i'm in trouble..), n what if like.. i dont have any friends?! n what happens when i come back to s'pore.. will friends here feel weird towards me [i know this can happen cos i just felt it =\] but.. i know He will provide everything i need and i should just trust but.. i dunno.. it's so weird n jumbly. okay nvm i shall just push these nonsense away for the time being.. no point ;)

there's nothing better
than living for You
saving my world with You
there's nothing better
than praising Your name
and lifting my praise
i'm gonna spend forever
just standing in Your presence

and i wanna show You
what You mean to me God
i give You my whole life
i've got to tell You
i am Yours forever
Lord i give You my whole life

Jesus i will live for You
in everything i do
i'm holding on to You
always
always and forever
and when my world is falling down
in You i will be found
i'm staying in Your arms today
always
always and forever

>>byeee`!