Tuesday, March 01, 2005

here i go
scream my lungs out
do you ever feel like breaking down
and no one understands you
you love to hate
with the radio on turned up so loud
that no one hears you screaming
to be hurt to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
your friendships the good times we've had
you can have them back
just another day
started out like any other
i've become so numb
everything's going wrong. but its okay. i jus need to survive till the march hols. screw it all.
why is it that i just can't seem to understand or grasp things that are happening.
why is it that i just can't get things right.
why is it that when i make a new resolution things have to pop up to test it.
why is it so hard to have joy in all circumstances.
why is it so hard to listen to His still small voice in me.
why is it so hard to live according to WWJD.
why is it that i feel so guilty questioning so much when i know i have it good already.
im sorry.
-=till later=-