Sunday, February 13, 2005

d weekend's finally hereee
gosh this whole week's been preety busy n.. hmm.. rough? yeah.. feel like i've jus stepped out of a rollercoaster. or mayb its still on going. wadever. anyway..
i hate feeling this way.. im not depressed but..
honestly im not sure how u describe it..

go on get out of my head
im on the wrong side of a parallel universe..

my life's jus taken on this routine..
its so boring..
n i feel so..
i think the best word to describe it is:
itchy
i wanna get out n BE somewhere
DO something..
n i dont mean hw
or movies
or some common thing..
i wanna do smth like..
surfing
or wakeboarding
or extreme blading/skating...

well she's on her knees and begging please
she wonders if there's somebody out there
to make things wrong to make things right
there might be somebody out there...

no one's forcing you
to do the things you dont want to
make your own choice
have your own voice

nothing's falling into place..
sometimes it is quite hard to smile and stay.. hmm or 'be' happy when deep inside..
you're not.
but why do that for in the first place?
why do ppl get upset over the weirdest things?
why doesnt everyone jus try getting along?
why do ppl have to get hurt?
and isnt the boomerang theory jus so interesting.
what goes around comes around.


what on earth am i here for?

that was d question asked last sunday.
n also the question constantly at d back of my mind this week.

sigh nvm. i think i've bored whoever actually reads this enough.
homework beckons.

-=till later=-

hush dont say one more word
at this point the truth seems absurd
cause who we were is gone forever
crushed underneath the fears
everything's so twisted and weird
someone save me
i can't seem to break free
go on get out of my head
im on the wrong side of a parallel universe
am i alive or just dead
i've been stumbling in the dark
living in a crash world