Tuesday, January 04, 2005

first day of sChOoL! wasnt tt bad.. except d fact tt my form teacher is exactly lyk d one last year like tt. -_- haha n she talked for 2.5hrs strt okay?? gosh. haha d whole skool looks so different.. our classroom kinda looks lyk a prison cell.. haha oh well. had a briefing on obs.. EEYER! i do nOT wanna go.. but not lyk i have a choice. grumble.. haha oh yah saw one part, "obs is not a survival school,military instituition,physical training school,recreational centre or holiday camp." HAHA. rightttt... lol anyway.
ended 2004 in a really nice way! haha i successfully got into an nc16 movie man. =D meet the fockers! hehe tHaNk YoU PeT!! =) haha was so scary; almost got stopped at d door!? but got in in da end! haha shopped at paragon after tt wif veen n pet. nice shirttt! haha. worship prac for promotion sunday! d p6s first entering into FL! how exciting. haha. went for my 1st watchnight service.. it was cool lah.. i mean after midnight. b4 tt was.. umm.. sermon n all lah. haha..
the new year's not much different.. but yet different in its own way.. my resolutions this year are.. not to b so judgemental. analytical(i always get it wrong anyway. haha). let each day take its own course. lol k nvm.
my eyes have been opened a bit more.. how cld i have been so wrong? but well there's always good in ppl. i'll learn to see tt more. realli realli puzzled. all d times when i thought it was genuine.. was it jus for show? when ur on d receiving end it does hurt.. shld think abt tt.. all d blowing hot n cold.. its realli not fun..
hmm. why m i talking abt this now. haha....
right. now onto my final subject which i have been announcing tt i'll b blogging it. HAHA.

i strongly dislike this. relative thing.
it annoys me.
the whole meaning n purpose for it has been contorted n destroyed.
it has become a source of entertainment.
a competition to see who has the most.
pointless now i tell you.
its spreading faster than wildfire.
so fast tt so many r engulfed in it alr.
argh n the worst part is its not gonna stop.
at least i dont think so.

ahh okay good. finally i've said it. ;p









thank you so much for writing tt. practically cried when i read it. thank you for always being there and being my pillar of support.. im sorry if i ever took you for granted but it was purely unintentional. ur always there for me to turn to.. for comfort.. encouragement.. laughs.. =) u totally rule my shoes. u also have to b strong alright? im sorry for dragging u into it with me still. thank you for being so trustworthy n jus.. YOU. (: dont worry abt tt also k? cos i NoE u mean alot to her too. *love you loads n loads* -hugs- (''.)

-=till later=-