Wednesday, November 03, 2004

[funny how the littlest things can get to ppl..]

ahh im feeling so sunbdued again.. since ydae.. gak i shall rant abt this one last time cos its depressing for everyone. *sOrRy*

went to d supermarket wif mummy ydae cos she said i cld buy more chips to stock up in our currently empty cupboard. then once in d supermarket she went "oh yah! this is a good time to start learning how to buy things for urself cos when u go overseas after sec4 i wont b there to help u alr." i was in shock lor. i cldnt believe how near it was alr. but i do noe tt im not d worst case scenario or smth n completely cut off frm all my frens n all cos after all i still AM in mg.. n d ppl hu r leaving haf got it worse.. but anyway. then i started thinking abt WHY in d world i chose double n i seriously cldnt think of a reason. u noe when ppl start wallowing in self-pity n misery they can't think straight rite. yeah tt was wad happened. i was so.. oblivious to d obvious.

finally "awoke" when i read my previous entry.. n to all the ppl who tagged, im really so grateful n i appreciate wad yall haf tagged. (: im not saying i won't miss all my frens who probably wont b in d same class as me nxt year cos i DeFiNiTeLy will.. but i guess its really no use looking so far into d future.? i mean, last year i was kind of dreading d thot of 2E.. n i was so negative abt d whole thing.. but when i started to make new frens n all it got much better.. so i guess He does always look after all of us and will make things right out of a seemingly terrible situation if we let Him.. yup..

well thats d last of my moanings or wadever. =) going out wif madhavi ltr.. ahh gonna miss her.. she's going over to australia soon.. :( will miss everyone that's going away.. enqin, madhi, maye, cherry, jo, vivian, belinda.. [im sorry if i've forgotten anyone] but anyway. its a new beginning for all of ya! haf fun wherever all of u may be. =) cheers!

Matthew 6:33-34
But seek ye first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

cheers all! =)

-=till later=-