Saturday, July 17, 2004

*gRiNz*
 
   hold me in Ur arms
   never let me go
   i wanna spend eternity wif U

 
well. i must say dis week has been a rather interesting week. felt frustrated aLoT.. mainly at 1 person i thot was realli close to me.. i dunno.. everything she says is like.. aiya i realli dno. not making sense anymore.. n she dusen seem to understand either. oh well..  
  




 
well anyway. hmm its realli nice being back online again.. n seeing d tagboard alive. haha.. [cheryl!! u crazy lil potato!! flooded my tagboard until like tt.. lol..]
on thurs pet asked me if i wanted to watch mean girls.. she had free tix!! how cool loh.. haha.. but cldnt make it.. so sad.. oh well. lolx..
we lost d game on fri again.. played against nanyang. dey're darn horrible lah!! keep on suaning us. lyk wadeverrr.. but their coach is super scary.. hah.. after we lost d coach punished us by making us run round d mgps field cos he din like our attitude. its damn big loh!! make it so big fer i dno wad also. sigh. at nite BS grp came over n deb, daniel n i were supposed to go watch mean girls.. but we missed d earlier one at cine n d ltr one at lido was sold out!! haha.. walked so much n in d end juz took neoprints.. lolx..
today. went fer my check-up thingy today.. tts y i went late to d car-washing!! heh.. thank goodness i wun need to go back fer any more check-ups. washed onli 2 cars.. heh.. sori enqin n madhi!! but it was fun lah.. heh.. got wet too.! enqin lah. haha.. oh yarh.. when everyone wanted to fill up their pails wif more water, jessie n mi volunteered to help.. we brought all d pails down to d hose to fill.. when we wanted to bring d stuff back up, d trolley din haf enuff space!! we were so helpless.. hahaha.. darn farni.. lugged 2 pails ard while jess pulled d trolley.. in d end i yanked d trolley up d slope.. den we realised we din need to wash anymore cars!!! gah. haha.. goodness mannz.. i dun tink i grew darker.. but washing cars is fun!! especially d windows.. wif dat squiggy thing.. i can't rmb wad its called. haha.. well ltr gonna watch mean girls.. finally too!! haha.. n slpover at deb's hse!! *wOo!!* hehe..
ooh.. yah.. so many ppl's bdaes coming up.. tmr!! haha.. dun worry!! will buy prezzie fer all of ya.. ;) hahaha..
 

   once again i look upon the cross where U died
   im humbled by Ur mercy
   n im broken inside
   once again i thank U
   once again i pour out my life

 
mmhm.. wadever it is He will oweiz b dere. [learnt tt.. i tink..]
when frens turn their backs on u..
when u feel u can't turn to ur family anymore..
He will oweiz b dere..
 
 
to whom it may concern *1: it realli is no business of urs telling me wad to do or wad to say. u haf no right to tell me off. used to like n admire u. not anymore.! well wadever. u wont understand. nvr will. dun try to. cos ur little head won't b able to accept what logic is. ur too unfeeling to even come close to wad d situation realli is. so juz bug off. 

to whom it may concern*2: i can't believe u did tt. i thot u were my fren. u dissed me for d world to see den apologise n expect it to b over? yeah. nice try. u better decide hu's more impt to u. yeah sure i noe we're all growing up n wanna b up dere n all. but u gotta noe hu ur true frens r n stick by them. check urself. look clearly n see hu u've hurt. hu ur true frens r. wadever. i realli cldnt care anymore. juz gonna avoid d topic lyk i do everytime. 
  
  
sigh. juz needed to get tt off. keep feeling dis heavy burden. im not realli one to say this but.. i tink my life's realli messed up now. it is. quite sucky.. gah.. can't stand it at home.. need to go out..  
 
need to think..analyse..b free..